Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Whoever has the gold makes the rules...

What Disney movie has this quote in it?

I wish I had time to do a real post. I just wanted to say that I am still alive.

I love blogging and wish I had more time to do it. My brain really needs it. I don't even have time to write in my journal. I am so behind in it. I have so much to report that it is a bit overwhelming.

A small note. I had a dream last night. I think that I was with Naomi LaFond in a car. We were driving through this marshy, wet landscape just talking. Suddenly the road is gone and were are actually in the marsh. we go over what should be a shallow puddle but as we hit it, we are immediately sinking into its depths. Down and down. I'm shocked and silent as this happens, wondering how to get out of the death trap car. Then all I can hear it Naomis watery screams beside me. This is what wakes me up.

I couldn't move. My heart was racing. I didn't even open my eyes. I just lay there in immense relief and waited for the fear to leave so I could roll over and go back to sleep. It's been a long time since I was startled awake.

Theres no doubt in my mind as to why this dream occured. Naomi being in it was a manifestation of me wondering how to get in touch with her. My brains scattered thoughts. But the drowning. The fear and hopelessness. I'm pretty sure it's a manifest of the stress and frustration I am having at trying to get this (to me) massive paper done.

5-6 pgs single spaced. I haven't had to write close to that much in my college career. That last time I wrote that much it was my Junior year at Hickman. It was the big research paper we had to write for Honors English. Blah, that was horrid. Anyway, this paper makes me want to throw up every time I think about it.

Which reminds me, this post is already too long. I need to be working.

Bye all.

7 comments:

gd said...

Sarah--I just had to say, I have car-trapped nightmares SO often!! It's my worst fear, I think. Once I was so panicked (and I wasn't in it, just watching it drown) that I actually lifted the car OUT of the water. Crazy!!

~genny

Steven said...

Papers suck. But at least your dreams make sense. My dreams? Go back to my blog archive and find my entry about my dream with fireworks, Soviet submarines and Chevy Chase.

Hang in there, sis!

emily said...

and just think of the gloriousness you'll feel once it's done!!

Julina said...

Unrelated to dreams or papers...

My brain finally clicked in and I figured out the quote (I've been watching oldie Disney movies, so that may account for some of the delay...that or my brain is on overload. Or if you don't like either of those excuses, how about I couldn't place the character because he was in disguise at the time...?)

Anyway, I just had to share the relief that I don't have that little quote itching at the back of my brain.

meanwhile, good luck with the paper and I look forward to a real conversation soon.

Love you-

Juli

Kirsti said...

And the quote is from Aladdin. Just so you know.

Jeanne, the mom and grandmom said...

Thanks, Kirsti, for the movie info. I was wondering....

Oh, my, what a terrible dream. Sorry you had it.

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