So we weren't friends, eh? What were all those times that we sat together and laughed about random things? What about when we would talk together about things we wouldn't talk about to others? Isn't that confiding?
Don't get me wrong. I really never needed your friendship. But it is nice to know that you never considered us friends.
Get over yourself!
I fee like a complete idiot because of the things I said. I have already told you that.
I'm glad that you only ever considered us mutual acquaintances. That makes this a lot easier. I thought that MAYBE I should be a little careful about what I said to you because we had some sort of friendship between us.
So here is what I WANT to say.
I should never have trusted you from the start. My whole family said that I should NOT move in with you. I should have listened to them. They were right. You are over-dramatic, manipulative, and horrid. You delight in saying things that hurt others feelings. You are a constant one-upper. You always insist on having the last word. You cheat people out of their money. You are very good at making others think that they are in the wrong when in a bad situation created by you. I can hardly stand you.
I am not a dishonest person. I did not try to take your money in any malicious way. You are getting your way so just leave me alone!
Now that I have vented I will admit that I feel a measure of sympathy for you because of your hard situation. But that is all.
Thank goodness I did not put this in an e-mail and send it to you. I think I would have regretted it.
Sorry to those of you who had to read this. It is not a pretty side of me. There are many more things that I would like to say to the person that these words are aimed at but I think I should stop there.
Some horrible part of me wishes that she came to thins blog and read all that was said previous. But really, all I want it to never hear from her again.
Okay. This has been my life for the last couple days. It is funny that the first e-mail in the horrible thread between us ended in a smiley face. Ha.
Oh, and guess what? I am no longer taking Russian History. I am taking Geography of Cemeteries. I am excited.
Also, my car stereo got stolen for those of you who don't know.
Um, there is an unexplained $600 surplus in my checking account. I am so bad about crosschecking my record keeping with the statements the bank sends that I have over a years worth of crosschecking to do. With incomplete records. I got some of it done, but I don't want to continue because it seems pointless since I am missing some crucial information. I will not continue until I have online banking which I am working on.
I feel so unproductive today. And yet, I am going to take a nap.
Blah. How do I get rid of this awful feeling of emptiness that I have today? Sleep will not rid me of it, and yet I have no desire to do anything productive.
Hello again everyone. Glad to have me back in the blog world? (Sarcastic scoff)
Oh, life. How you torture sometimes.
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